Guaranteed Healing

ErinHeaven at April 12, 2011 at 10:16 PM

Hannah, thanks for sharing here. It really  helps people to know they aren't alone. I can't tell you how terrified I was when I was experiencing the things I was experiencing. I thought I was crazy. I never heard of anyone having these experiences, except for crazy people. No one ever told me that you can be totally normal but have experiences like this. It is so good for people to hear they aren't alone. I deeply hope that all the people reading these posts, who hide in the shadows, will peek out long enough to share their story with other people and become empowered by doing so.

Serenity, Hannah, the two of you are already moving past your resistance and you are taking an amazing step. Not only are working through your own issues, but you are helping other people understand and work through theirs as well. Thank you! It's good to see people stepping up and being willing to put themselves out there.

Ted, good for you. 5 minutes is better than nothing. I hope you keep it up.

Terrified is a terrific way to explain how I felt. Nothing made sense then, the world looked sort of foggy and dazed; I felt like I was in another time or reality that was different from everyone else. I felt very alone and also at the same time, wondered how many other people were going through similiar things? But how do you put yourself out there, how does one ask others? The good thing is that when I hear about other experiences and that some people can relate to what I go through, I feel validated, relieved (NOT THAT I WISH THESE FEELINGS ON OTHERS), and more peaceful.

Hello, this is my very first post on this forum!  It took awhile for me to finally take the step to do it, but I'm doing it!  Before coming to this site and contacting Erin, I did not know anything about entity attachments.  I had heard about lower vibrational astral beings, ghosts, and inter-dimensional reptilians, but never knew anything about them attaching to people.  Anyways, when Erin sent me an e-mail saying that I most likely had entities, I got sort of frightened, but it resonated with me a lot.  I have felt presences throughout my life but have never really knew if it was just me freaking out and being paranoid, or if there was actually something to it.  After doing research and expanding my perception of what is possible, I truly believe that these things are for sure real.  Although I have never truly had a clear view of them, I feel like I have caught shadows zooming across the room.  I have dabbled into hallucinogens looking to have a spiritual experience and on a couple of occasions was not able to go to bed due to the fact that I felt like I was being watched all night long and was terrified because I was surrounded by dark presences.  Erin told me that certain people attract souls and that I was probably one of them.  That makes sense to me.  I am 19 years old and fell into a pretty dark depression when I was about 13.  I have put in a lot of effort to help myself but have some how found a way to sabotage each effort.  I had always thought that this was due to my subconscious programming, but now feel like there are other forces involved.  I do not feel like myself anymore, and have been completely lost the last couple of years.  It has gotten to the point where fear rules my life, and I have become a recluse.  I look at myself and what i used to be like and I myself now and it is hard to see a connection.  I have been doing better lately though.  Just felt like a I needed to write something, especially if it helps weaken these things.

Michael, I can relate to your experience. I had been ruled by fear as well and none ot it made sense. I was lost, confused, uncertain, unsure, and so on. The first depression I fell into was deep and dark but didn't last for long. This one, although it is deep and dark, has been different. I have had tools to help me through, a few select friends who can relate on some level, and I am much more connected to spirit, and confident that this is happening for a reason,so I am handling it differently. I am taking back the power I have, taking control of those influences and negativities and am feeling much better. When I have a short period of those gross feelings, I constatly remind myself of who I am, the greatness that is me, and how I am connected to the highest level of the light.

Speaking of dark presences;Years ago, once in the shower I felt this vast, deep, empty space behind me. It felt like if I took a step back into this space that it would comsume me. I seriously thought I was being silly. I didn't run from it, instead, I decided to allow myself to step into the space. At the time nothing happened except that I felt relieved to know I didn't just disappear into that emptiness that I felt. I can only pat myself on the back for being brave enough to confront it and know that it held ZERO power over me. It still holds ZERO power, but I have to remind myself of that often.

I have to say that it is incredible to see so many people struggle w/ this. All I can say is that I am glad I have somewhere to post all this; Thanks Erin...

STRENGTH COMES IN NUMBERS!

Hey Michael, I'm so glad to see that you've worked through your resistance. I hope that as you feel stronger and feel things opening up for you from moving through your resistance that you will keep us informed. I think I'm going to open up a new topic in Energetic Healing about working through Resistance. So many people have it and I'm being directed to write articles and inform being aobut it.

I don't think I told you that you attract souls. I either said you may be someone that attracts LVEs or that, because of certain abilities or experiences you have, you might be drawn to working with people who have Crossed Over.

Make sure you talk about your experiences with hallucinagens in that topic. That would be great to hear about! Also we would love to hear more about your experience with seeing the shadows in the Low Vibration Entities category. This is where most people will look to read about these experiences.

I'm so glad you've joined us. I think you will find a lot of support here. Have you Introduced Yourself in the General Discussions? This is a great way for people to get to know you!

Hannah, I understand completely. When I told people about my experiences they said I was delusional! If I go to a psychologist and discuss some of my experiences, they will most likely diagnose me as some form of psychotic. What really pisses me off is that they never bother to investigate the possibility that you might be genuinely psychic. I could probably go in there with a thousand testimonials attesting to my ability and they would be certain we are all delusional!

I'm very grateful for the people who are speaking out here and sharing their experiences. I see most mental illness as being influence by energetic congestion and entities. I encourage people to stick with their counsellors, but my intention and belief is that everyone can be made well. I don't think people have to go through life trapped in delusional states and suffering. We need to throw out our absolutes and find ways to really help people. Dumping them in institutions is not the answer. We need to search every nook and cranny, no matter how outlandish a theory might be, until every human on this planet can live healthy, happy, productive lives!

You know, its funny how I have lived amongst many people who are influenced, who seem crazy, and are to afraid to look at the possibilities I see. I often wondered if I went to my doctor, would I be considered insane, but even when I did go, they always said I was dealing w/ 'Good Ol Depression'.

I once told my doctor that I had scary thoughts. But I didn't have them w/ any intentions that I would do anything outlandish, just that they popped in my head here and there. I shared w/ him the details of it and he acted like it wasn't a big deal at all. Gave me some pills and said, 'take these'. Apparantly these situations are more common than we all think.

I also saw a psychologist for a while and shared the things w/ him that I was experiencing. I remember talking to him about alternative medicine and alternative healing; he was pretty cool about it. One particular day I walked in and asked him how he was doing. He said, "Oh you know, I've had that impending doom feeling all day." It made me smile a bit knowing that he too dealt w/ the same stuff.

Those who hand out pills like candy are going through it too, they just aren't going to easily admit it...probably from fear! Just had another thought. Those handing out pills, the pills that keep us from facing our fears and negativities are influenced to keep people down, keep them from succeeding and moving into a higher light. Just a thought anyway!

I've had these scary visions and thoughts too. Mostly when I was a child and teenager. alot within the first couple years after I had both my kids. Unreasonable fears about everything. It would all play out very graphically in my mind. I think it was worse after the kids than it was any other time. Car accidents, people breaking in, kids getting kidnapped, house on fire by all sorts of ways,  I had to watch them every second becuse I REALLY didn't trust anyone else to watch them, nobody paid enough attention and they would lose them or theyd get hurt. I didn't like to have a kitchen knife in my hands sometimes with the kids in the room since if i  dropped it it could somehow kill them or in the very least cause a huge gash and theyd need stitches or lose too much blood. It was crazy. It's not so bad anymore, I only really have 2 big things I freak out about. Heights and driving. Well, driving up a mountainside or on the edge of a cliff or drop off. Hate it!! I love the oregon Coast but it freaks me out too bad to drive their. Doesn't even matter if I'm the one driving or not. I'd rather be the one driving because I can slow to a crawl while i'm on that stretch. (Sorry to all you guys behind me).  I have a hard time even on just a second floor landing or balcony. I can't stand too close to the railing. I can BUT I have to really toughen myself up for a second then kind of jump and grab the railing and hang on tight.  I watched this amazing video on youtube of someone walking on a foot path in Spain maybe? up the side of a cliff having to jump over the broken areas, but it was all played to a Jimi Hendrix song. It is about 7 minutes or more but it looks like its from your perspective and I could feel my stomach tighten and start to tingle it was just like I was the one doing it. I actually like watching it, kind of a face your fears thing without the possibility of falling to a horrible death right

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uGC1qiKowT8&playnext=1&list=PL2718D685EC239A03

 Top version is with the music, bottom is wth the original sound .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZmDhRvvs5Xw

AmandaRose at April 14, 2011 at 6:38 PM

I've had these scary visions and thoughts too. Mostly when I was a child and teenager. alot within the first couple years after I had both my kids. Unreasonable fears about everything. It would all play out very graphically in my mind. I think it was worse after the kids than it was any other time. Car accidents, people breaking in, kids getting kidnapped, house on fire by all sorts of ways,  I had to watch them every second becuse I REALLY didn't trust anyone else to watch them, nobody paid enough attention and they would lose them or theyd get hurt. I didn't like to have a kitchen knife in my hands sometimes with the kids in the room since if i  dropped it it could somehow kill them or in the very least cause a huge gash and theyd need stitches or lose too much blood. It was crazy. It's not so bad anymore, I only really have 2 big things I freak out about. Heights and driving. Well, driving up a mountainside or on the edge of a cliff or drop off. Hate it!! I love the oregon Coast but it freaks me out too bad to drive their. Doesn't even matter if I'm the one driving or not. I'd rather be the one driving because I can slow to a crawl while i'm on that stretch. (Sorry to all you guys behind me).  I have a hard time even on just a second floor landing or balcony. I can't stand too close to the railing. I can BUT I have to really toughen myself up for a second then kind of jump and grab the railing and hang on tight.  I watched this amazing video on youtube of someone walking on a foot path in Spain maybe? up the side of a cliff having to jump over the broken areas, but it was all played to a Jimi Hendrix song. It is about 7 minutes or more but it looks like its from your perspective and I could feel my stomach tighten and start to tingle it was just like I was the one doing it. I actually like watching it, kind of a face your fears thing without the possibility of falling to a horrible death right

I am right there w/ you sister. The crazy visions and thoughts started after I had my son. My main struggles had been heights and driving. My driving is getting better and I have slowly started to look at heights. I make myself climb the ladder on the side of my house to hang christmas lights and do repair work, but I make sure my hubbie is there to hold the ladder, and then I always hold it for him. My family doesn't want to take me to amusement parks cause I won't ride the rides, not yet anyway! But I went through the same craziness about not trusting anyone w/ my son. luckily he is getting old enough to tell me what is going on; what a relief that is!

Amanda, this would probably freak you out. I use to install and care for indoor plants in business buildings. We had one place on the 10th floor and they asked us to install two decorative, flowering outdoor plants on the 10th story balcony outside the conference room. They warned me that the doors would lock behind me and I would have to prop it open to get back in. I thought I would put a chair in the door, but the door was to heavy, tried my water buckets but didn't work. I finally found a broom stick and stuck it between the doors. I tested it and it held, but the second I went outside and propped it open and turned my back the darn thing popped out and the doors shut, locking me outside on the balcony.

(Just before I went into the building that day I almost left my cell phone in the work vehicle, I even started for the doors, but something compelled me to go back and grab my phone)

I ended up banging on the doors, noone could hear me, I kept looking over the edge to see if anyone could help me and the people looked like ants and there was construction across the street so it was very noisy. I started to panic, thought the balcony was gonna fall right off the side of the building, or I would accientally fall over the edge. I was sweaty, panic to the highest extreme, almost crying. I was hugging the wall in fear that I would get hurt. It finally dawned on me that I had my phone. I called my boss and basically said, "Call these people and get me the hell off of here, I am freaking out!" She laughed. It was probably 10 more minutes before they came. I was a bit mad, but thankful to have my phone. I almost always carry it on me now.

Has anyone else had anything crazy like this happen? Like being stuck on a roller coaster or anyting?

Ok guys listen up. I'm going to tell you something that is going to blow your mind and make so much sense you to you are just going to sit there with your jaw on the ground! Why do you think it is that women have the highest rates of certain diagnoses like Borderline Personality Disorder, Histrionic Personality Disorder, and other mental conditions? Why do you think so many women become delusional and have depression and strange behavioral changes when they have babies? The two things are linked! Women are energetically capable of creating and holding another being in their bodies. They are psychically connected to those baby beings, and they are designed to allow that connection. WOMEN ARE MORE PRONE TO ENTITY INFLUENCE AND INVASION BECAUSE THEY ARE DESIGNED TO BE INVADED BY ANOTHER BEING!

Is your mind blown? When a woman is pregnant she is totally connected to that other being. Some women even share dreams or connect to the emotions of their babies. Their minds become open to that experience and when the baby leaves, it leaves an opening. Some times a woman becomes way too open to influence and that is why there is hysteria, fear, paranoia, and all that.

Of course, I have to state that I'm not a mental health care professional or a medical doctor and there are hormonal and other considerations here, but it is interesting that even though all women experience these hormonal shifts, not all women have PPD or paranoia. It is usually in women with psychic propensiities!

Erin, it's so crazy that you say that. I was just thinking last night after responding to AmandaRose how weird it is that women are more suseptible to these things after going through childbirth. I was thinking there must be a connection. The type of fear that AmandaRose and I both had is very, very similiar. I am finding that most of my really close friends deal w/ some crazy stuff after having their babies.

Good possibility and wouldn't surprise me if this is what affects most women who have babies. But I still believe hormones play a big part in it.

I'm sure hormones do play a PART, they have to at least some, but they can't be ALL of whatever the hell that was!!  Did anyone watch the video? I'm telling you it's worth it.  

Hannah- yes that absolutely would have freaked me out... I don't like the second story of the mall here in Boise...the railings are clear.. horrible...lol.  I can walk up to them now but if i were to lean over to look down I panic and freeze.

That makes sense Erin, I think I could believe that.

I agree Hannah, I'm sure they play a part.

It's a good thing there are ways to weaken LVEs and detach them. Annoying little buggars. It's also wonderful when we look at the lessons we've learned and how much stronger we've become in order to be able to do so. There is always an empowering way to look at things.

I just had an interesting experience with resistance, entity influence, and a client who was receiving free sessions with me. Her husband is an alcoholic and told her he didn't want to have a session with me because he had done things he was ashamed and guilty of and didn't want me to see it. This brought a lot of resistance into the situation and when there is a lot of resistance it is often the case that something will happen to sabotage a session. This person took it upon herself to request his session and email me to set up a time. I made a comment about her not taking responsibility for his healing because running his life wont work. I made the mistake of saying his mother already proved that. I saw nothing wrong with that since she discussed at length how angry she was with his mother and him for being a "Momma's boy" and how it contributed to his alcoholism and avoidant personality. This lead to several emails berating me. I was deluged with cirticism and blame and recognized that neither could receive any further benefit in working with me.

A situation like this is a good example of not only resistance, but entity influence, especially in the throat chakra where this kind of aggressive and hostile communication is encouraged. I find it interesting that the husband didn't recieve my emails to set up a session but managed to read the email I privately sent to his wife.  I find it even more interesting that this comes after having one session with the wife where entities were found and the goal was to begin removing them in her next session! That is not to say this is the fault of entities. We always have a choice in how to approach a situation regardless of influence.

It's so weird how people can seem to put so much time into sessions & projects for healing and personal growth, and then scuttle it right before a rapid leap ahead comes. Sometimes I wonder if people are so used to their situations that they are afraid to step into real healing & growth & freedom. It's also a reason that some therapists always charge at least a token amount- so that clients don't take their sessions for granted & own their responsibility for healing.  This could be where Resistance comes in, as LVE's see a niche where they can sabotage their eviction.

I was skeptical of entities at first, but Erin's work does show that people with entitiy influence do have a pattern of behavior that is TOO similar to be coincidental. The disruption of the healing process by emotional overreactions from otherwise rational people right on the cusp of breaking through to deal with entities or deal with core issues is too damn frequent.  Of course, that totally does not negate the responsibility that each person has to direct their own healing.

Ted, you make really good points. There is a component to people being comfortable with where they are at. Especially when they are holding onto resentment and anger and are not willing to let it go to enter new energy. However what really intrigues me is that these people still move through the chakra clearings just fine and it is ONLY when we are going to be removing their entities in the next session that you see these overreactions. This is where I see entity influence. It is a consistent pattern and is why I'm so adamant about entities and encourage people to move through their resistance and work to get rid of them. In those people who are able to have this done, they almost always see a dramatic change. And when all the entities are removed, these people tell me their lives completely change.

I agree with what you say about people charging for their sessions. This is why I charge for mine. I rarely take people for free because they don't seem to value the service, and they are often not willing to step into new energy and take responsiblity for themselves. Having someone hand them healing for free seems to do this quite often- not always.

I use these examples that I'm seeing with clients to share with you the reality of entity influence. My guides wanted me to start showing you what it looked like, and there is no better way to talk about it than to share these experiences. I've been told that we are entering a point in the Shift where entity influence is getting stronger. This is the point where you are going to start seeing upheavals and wars and conflicts. We are facing the reality of these entities in order to be able to release the parts of us that attracted them, allowed them to attached, and are open to their influence. This will help us enter the new consciousness emerging on the planet. I hope hearing about the experience some of these clients have will help you understand where this might be happening in your life.

For myself, I have experienced entities sabotaging my own healing. When I was working wtih people I would often find myself irrationally angry and feeling the need to 'test' them and push them away. When I succeeded in pushing them away, I felt that no one would be able to help me. I literally couldn't see where I was sabotaging working with them. It was always their fault for not really caring. I would have people stop working with me, or I would feel a strong lack of trust in a person. It was only when I went through my classes and workshops and learned about entities and removed them that this all changed. Beforehand, nothing I did to improve my health would work. I wasn't able to keep anyone in my life for long. I was hostile, angry, and often communicated aggressively with people who were trying to help me. I was lost in anger and resentment and felt helpless and trapped. I was the most miserable person on the planet. Everything I did to make things better only made them worse. Taking drugs doctors prescribed for my PCOS caused my liver to almost fail and I gained 80 lbs as a result of that. I was actually 325 lbs! After removing the entities my hormones are almost balanced for the first time in years, I've been successfully working with my acupuncturist and EMDR practioner without the hostility or lack of trust. I haven't sabotaged it and even worked through an issue with one where I would have left and never looked back before. This brought healing to everyone involved in this situation. I've lost 80 lbs and am still losing, and things have really improved.

This is the blessing that I want everyone who comes to me to have. Sadly, I see it often thwarted right on the brink of things changing for them!

I had an amazing session with Erin today.  I had a boat load of entities removed and I feel so much clearer.  It feels like a major weight has been lifted and I can feel my life really taking a turn for the better.  I can definitely relate to the people who have sabotaged their healing, and was in that boat for years.  In my case I believe that I became comfortably uncomfortable and on some level did not want to change.  I wanted more than anything to stop feeling the pain I was feeling, but at the same timethat pain was a huge part of my identity, and if I lost that then who would I be?  On the other hand, I definitely believe there has been outside influences.  I have felt so alien to myself at times and have wondered why I do the things I do.  Almost as if I had no control over myself.  I think a lot of this has had to due with the fact that I was a big time pot smoker, and dabbled with alcohol, and in those altered states you really do lose control of yourself.  I also believe that in my case the substance use was a huge factor in why I was never able to change anything.  Since my first session with Erin I have not smoked weed or cigarettes and have kept away from the friends I used with.  This has done sooo much for me and my state of being.  Erin told me that I had entities passed down through my family that were all about addiction and I think this is def. true.  I think that was a lot of the reason why it was so hard to quit no matter how much I wanted to.  Quitting the substances has given me a lot of my power back and has resulted in weakening a bunch of the entities I had.  I have reached a critical point and the decision of whether I am going to hold onto the junk or let it go has become one of the main themes of my life.  For so long I was flailing and flopping around trying to find all the answers, but even when i did find answers I was never able to put them to work.  I am now learning to just let it go and trust in the process.

Michael, it is so awesome to see that you posted this. It is a wonderful message to share with others. There really is hope and once the entities are removed, all that influence lessens substantially for most people! I'm so excited to see how things change for you in the next four weeks! You might feel more energy and a stronger sense of strength and confidence. Not having to fight influence often has this affect. It is amazing to me how strong some people are. There are wonderful people on this forum pushing through their resistance and influence and working hard to move past old energy, and other people are still sending me harassing emails and completely closing the door between us! It is really commendable how far you have come in how short a time. The strength it shows to not only battle your addictions with alcohol, drugs, and cigarrettes, while working through entity influence, and release all that old energy, really amazes me. I think you are a great example of what we can all achieve and I hope to see you supporting others on this forum who could really use your strength and leadership!